While Max is crying in his room trying to fall asleep, and recovering from his big weekend, and Cody is taking a nap (he started feeling REALLY sick on the ride home), i'm sitting on the couch feeling really sad. What? Sad? I really don't think I should be sad that our little weekend trip is over. I knew it was only a few days long, and it's not like I didn't want to return to my normal life, but there is just something so special, refreshing, relaxing, about getting away with your family and taking a big step away from the normal day to day.
Cody, Max and I slept in a tent, hiked, swam, roasted hot dogs over the fire, drank coffee, and enjoyed as much time as we could with our friends. We woke up to birds chirping and the smell of camp fires. We didn't think about wearing a stitch of wake up, brushing our hair, or cleaning the dirt constantly under Max's fingernails, on his face, and covering his clothes. We watched the kids play together in their little fenced in play pen under a tree, and it was seriously bliss. I know I am being overly sensitive about this camping experience, but it was just very needed for me.
Maybe it's because since I became a mom trips like this, or any time to get away are a luxury, or maybe I just needed to step away from the world for a second. We didn't have to discuss finances, and Cody even joked on the ride up that we didn't have to mention the word "budget" once the entire weekend. Did I spend a penny? No. It was just so nice to not have to worry about anything other than keeping my child away from the fire, and making sure he got a nap. It really wasn't even that relaxing chasing my child around all weekend, and hauling a millions bags, blankets, sleeping gear, and box fans to and from tents, but I didn't mind one bit, and kind of wish I could do it for 2 weeks. Sigh......
I think I get overwhelmed by life sometimes and don't realize it. The society we live in is structured. That's totally fine and good, and I definitely try my best to live up to normal social standards. I cook, clean and spend time with friends and family. I try to save money, be a good and supportive wife, and love others. I spend time with friends, and realize the importance of being social and forming those relationships. I love life, but something about this weekend really just got to me.
I see now that it is SO important to step away from life, and forget all the silly junk we are surrounded by. Enjoying time with loved ones is the most important thing-END OF STORY. I encourage everyone to take a couple days, an afternoon, or even an hour if that's all you can get and step away from life. I promise if you truly accomplish this, and if you are anything like me, and it's been a while since you've "gotten out" you will be so happy you did.
Happy Easter everyone!
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